Any comment on will, what 'will' truly is?
What else can whatever we call 'will' derive from but the will to awaken? Another way to put it: at the root of any motivation is the motive force to awaken. I suppose you could even call it our evolutionary prime directive.
So you mean this will is not completely ours after all?
Look at it like it's on loan, each of us possessing our allocation. We borrow that force, it empowers us, it moves us through life. If we slow down too much it gives us a push.
And if we get ahead of ourselves?
Well, we can stretch the rubber band yet still stay connected, no matter what, like it or not.
So it's out of our hands.
Yet we're compelled to act as though it is.
Completely. Only when transitioning to a transitional self, operating from a new center of gravity, can the picture start to change.