Any glimmer of awakening is beyond ego-mind's words. It resides in the spacious abode of mind beyond thoughts, of heart beyond feelings.
Not being able to put it into words may be frustrating but also very useful. For then ego-mind's word-nets have nothing to capture or manipulate.
But this can also be ego-mind's excuse to disown or devalue. 'If it can't be expressed it must not be worth much.' Another fine trap, a self-protective device in small-mind's arsenal . Guerrilla warfare at its best.
Countering all this is heart/mind's steadfast alertness. It's like the readiness in preparing to leap from ledge to ledge over an abyss. Then no time to think, not a moment to lose, no safety net for small mind.
Then only a wordless absorption leaving the need of any words behind.
